Wednesday, September 05, 2007

In a Total Funk...



Well, let's see. I feel like I'm in a total funk today. Actually, most of the past week has been a funk in one way or another. I think I'm just tired and really need to rest to tell you the truth. Or - I need to bump up my exercise again because I've been slacking off in that arena.

Had my weigh-in today. I only lost 1.6 lbs. I should kick myself for saying "only" but when you're used to averaging 2.6 per week, it does seem smaller. However - I deserved it. I didn't eat as well as I normally do and I know that. I went to a crop with Barb and Jana on Saturday and had the most magnificent dinner and dessert. It was delicious and worth every calorie. As long as I don't make that a habit, I think I'll be good. The crop was fun! That's for sure. I missed scrapbooking for the fun of it and nothing more. I have about 8 layouts that I need to upload to RMH. Maybe tonight...

So - with my weigh-in today, I'm down a total of 33 lbs. You know what's frustrating? I went to a few parties this weekend and it was like NOBODY noticed. I mean - 33 lbs. That's a TODDLER. You know? I would think it would be noticable but nothing. Not one word. That's always frustrating because then you get to thinking "Well, if nobody is noticing - then why am I bothering". Of course, I'm at my lowest weight I've been in about 6 years so I am very happy about that. I just wish I could get out of this funk.

I promise to blog more. This week was really busy and I didn't have much going on. I don't want it to be a bitch session about my weigh-loss journey. So - if it seems that way, my apologies. This is just a very emotional roller-coaster.

6 comments:

WendyG said...

cheer up ginger.....your doing this for you and your health!!!
but be careful....last time I lost a ton of weight ....I got pregnant..LOL!!!!!!
...glad your finally enjoying what this craft is really all about!!

barb said...

Well I've sure noticed. And in my world, a 1.6lb. loss in a week is a great week. So quitchabitchin.

:-)

Who loves ya, Babe?

wendy said...

hey girl, you are doing great. and it's totally obvious...you are CONSTANTLY pulling up your pants! LOL

Anonymous said...

33 lbs!!! Go you! And I would have noticed.

Terri

Nikki said...

I totally relate to what your are saying. I am doing WW and I haven't lost as much as you, but I feel the difference and clothes are gettig a little baggy and yet no words. I was just thinking the other day, "COME ON SOMEONE...SAY SOMETHING...". I have covinced myself that people won'tinitaly say anything because that would be like saying they noticed I was FAT. As if I didn't know..

GOOD LUCK and keep it up...

~~Nik

linda woods said...

33 pounds is amazing! You are doing great! I think people have a tendency to not comment on weight loss because they think if they do they will think you will think they thought you were fat before. And, really, most people are so self absorbed that they do not notice how other people look. Jerks. HAHA!